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Adult's Toy
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“Adult's Toy” is a song by Utsu-P featuring vocals by Kagamine Rin. The song was initially released on on Niconico Douga with illustration by and music video by .
other versions? legacy.
Structure
Adult's Toy is 4 minutes 38 seconds long. It starts with a lead guitar build-up before launching into a heavy, thrash metal-esque sound. The song follows a standard structure up until the second pre chorus, where it interrupts another chorus repeat for a chord hang leading into a breakdown, and then into a clean refrain section. finally the last chorus of the song plays out and the song ends with the main theme section from the beginning of the song.
Alternate versions
An instrumental version is available on Piapro
This song is featured on TRAUMATIC, however it's lacking the lead guitar intro found on other versions.
An instrumental version recorded by Soulyowork can be found on YouTube uploaded by XODUS.
A remastered version appears on Warufuzake
An electronic remix version was featured on Nibansenji and Okazu.
A remastered version appears on Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
A remastered version appears on GREATEST SHITS
Live Performances
Soulyowork is the first band which Utsu-P performed it live in. A video of one of their performances can be found here.
Utsu-P Band would also perform it live often.
The Ohayogozaimas occasionally performs this song live. The backing track for these performances features Kagamine Rin during the refrain section.
Lyrics
愛された形跡は残されてなく
滞りなく通わせた幸福もなく
残された玩具箱引っくり返して
また僕は耐え抜いて作り笑顔出す
贋物の 喘ぎ声
赤子用玩具のように牛耳られた心の傷
去り行く背中姿に絶え間なく降り注ぐ雨
息を吐くように嘘吐き
正気さえ奪う
黒く滲んだ憎悪を
解き放つ時
ほら アブナイ玩具に手を掛けて
醜い身体を打ち抜いてやれ
声にならぬ感情に身を振るわせ
腐り果てた患部ブチ抜いてやれ
僕を切り裂いた刃より
重く深く突き刺さる 言の葉で
隙間から見えたのは大人だけの世界
汚くて暑苦しいトラウマの宝庫
押入れに築いてた僕だけの世界
美しく清々しい夢と希望の国
歪まれた 脳細胞
開かれた心の隅
浮かび上がる傷口と
甦る記憶の鍵
たった一言
「いなくなれ」
太陽を気まぐれに遮り
希望を蝕む
影坊主が友達になり
永遠の闇
罪悪感ゼロ
たのしいおもちゃ
おとなのおもちゃ
いきてるおもちゃ
つかえるおもちゃ
たのしいおもちゃ
おとなのおもちゃ
いきてるおもちゃ
かなしいな―
ほら アブナイ玩具に手を掛けて
醜い記憶を打ち抜いてやれ
憎しみ尽くしてこびり付いてた
穢い垢を落とす時が来た
誰もわかっちゃくれないよ
僕にしか分からぬミリの罠
目に見えぬほどちっぽけでも
重く深く突き刺さる
言の葉で
Romaji lyrics
Aisareta keiseki wa nokosaretenaku
Todokoori naku kayowaseta koufuku monaku
Nokosareta gangubako hikkuri kaeshite
Mata boku wa taenuite tsukuri egao dasu
Nisemono no aegi koe
Akagoyou gangu noyou ni yuujirareta kokoro no kizu
Sari iku senaka sugata ni taemanaku furirisosogu ame
Iki o hakuyouni uso haki
Shouki saeubau
Kuroku shinn da zouo o
Toki houttsu toki
Hora abunai ono ja ni te o kakete
Minikui kanada o uchinuite yare
Koe ni naranu kanjou ni mi o furuwase
Kusari hateta kanbu buchi nuite yare
Boku o kirisaita wa tayori
Omoku fukaku tsuki sasaru koto no wa de
Sukima kara mieta no wa otona dake no sekai
Ikanakute atsukurushii torauma no houko
Oshiirere ni kizuiteta boku dake no sekai
Utsukushiku sugasugashii yume to kibou no kuni
Yukamareta nousaibou
Hirakareta kokoro no sumi
Ukabi agaru kizuguchi to
Yonin kaeru kioku no tabi
Tatta hitokoto
“Inakunare”
Taiyou o kimagure ni saegiri
Kibou o mushibamu
Kagebouzu ga tomodachi ninari
Eien no yami
Zaiakukan zero
Tanoshii omocha
Otona no omocha
Ikiteru omocha
Tsukaeru omocha
Tanoshii omocha
Otona no omocha
Ikiteru omocha
Kanashii na
Hora abunai ono ja ni te o kakete
Minikui kioku o uchinuiteyare
Nikushimi zukushite kobiritsuiteta
Hikanai aka o otosu toki ga kita
Daremo wakaccha kurenai yo
Boku nishika wakaranu miri no wana
Meni mienu hodo chippoke demo
Omoku fukaku tsukisasaru
Koto no ha de